Saiax-Puppy

Well I haven't put a journal on here for awhile so I guess I put one on. School is about to start in a week noes! I like summer. Well anyways down to bussiness. I need to draw more. Even though I suck at it. My DA account is so boring. Also Subway when am I gonna get my camera back. I've been wanting to take pictures but just when I'm about to get my camera I remember you have it Lolz. Wow this is a sad song. Hey Axi we need to hang out more haven't seen ya in awhile. Same with you Kitsora. Ah The whole group needs to hang out more. We all need to have one last bonfire before summer ends. That would be awesome!! well I'm gonna go now so bye.

Well I feel better now. Talking with you in the notes Axi really helped. I'm terrible at thinking what to say but love giving and receving notes. Makes me feel inportant!! Open lunch at school is the bomb. Arby's all the way man :). Me: You wanna go Tora: Yea Me: Lets go Tora: yea lets go Me and Tora: Lets go to Arby's....lolz Hmmmmmm what to say what to say. Oh today is Cinco De Mayo. Pure AWESOMENESS. Except we did nothing in Spanish except the usual. Dumb Mrs. Ulrich. She is the Devil in Discise. Horns that are hidden under her Afro lolz. Anyways have a band concert tonight blah ha na. Have to go there instead of church. O well at

Anyways I haven't felt great for quite some time. Maybe its my cold but pretty sure that is not it. Just feeling like life is no longer worth it. The only things that don't make me give up completely is my friends, family, and my boyfriend. It feels like everyone in the group just keeps me around because they don't want to tell me off or something. Seems like you are ignoring me more and more each day. Oh who gives a crap anyway. I'm just a stupid person who can't do anything. No matter what I do I screw it up. Everything just doesn't work out for me ever. The only way I feel slightly accepted is if I act like a clown and make you guys laugh.